Sorrys and Questions

[Spike reborn]

So the NIF chatbox really, really, really hates me for some reason and won't let me post in it. Guess I can't do this face-to-face (least as much as it can get. O.o)

ANYWAYS!

I was really doing this because I wanted to apologize for what I did long ago. More so, I wanted to perhaps beg for great forgiveness and possibly return but with far more control this time. Less characters, more one-on-one. I know I needed to learn control. I had too many charaters, it's why I lost control. I won't ask for any of my characters back since I feel like I don't deserve them back. It's wrong for me to ask for them when I shouldn't really even have the right to return. What I did was very wrong and I don't even know why I'm doing this.

Not looking for pity here, just personal thoughts.

But seriously, I hope I'm not intruding by asking for forgiveness and hoping I can return with perhaps only a couple of charcters. Even if returning isn't a good idea, I just wanted to put it out there because Hedgie talked to me a bit and I realized that my lack of control was what brought me down and it's bringing me down now on other sites. So I'm working on getting control back. And I miss the people on this site anyways.

Is there any chance I could be welcomed back? I'd surely do anything to earn it.

Sincerely,

Spike

[☆ Y e l l o w ☆]

Spike, you're our friend. You'll always be welcomed here, no matter what your reason for leaving was. And honestly, we don't hold it against you for leaving. At least I know I don't. We all understand loss of muse and moving on to other things, and after it was all said and done, I don't think any of us are angry at you. We'd love to have you back because I'm sure everyone misses you, too. <3

I'm not sure what's going on with characters. I know some of yours have been adopted or replaced, mostly the plot-important ones. With all of your other characters, you'd be welcome to take them back if you want. Or you could make entirely new characters, it's your choice. Let me just say thank you for remembering us and I hope you stick around. It'd be great to see you around NIF more. :3

[. s p o r e l e t t ♪]

What Yellow said! Of course you're welcome to come back to NIF if you like, Spike, even if you only want to commit a tiny bit of your time to it. I understand sometimes we just don't find the time or the energy to continue on a site, and if you think that you want to try again, you're quite welcome to reuse any of your old characters that haven't been adopted, or make a new few if you have the muse.

Welcome back to the family. ♥

edit: Not quite sure why the box doesn't work for you. Hopefully that clears up. o-o;;

[Sydney]

I'd definitely welcome you back, Spike. c: I'm sure we've all missed you and understand about losing muse and stuff. <3

[Spike]

I have no clue either about the cbox but it REALLY bugs me. I wanna be able to talk to all of you guys!

I might readopt Mudpaw and Leafstorm, but I'm going to try to limit my character number. Seriously. Stop me if I reach 10, or even 8. That's something I don't want to put all of you through.

I'll definitely make new characters because it's just easier that way. Some of them aren't bringing back, some are. Requests are welcomed if you want them back! I'd appreciate it.

Um, would it be wrong of me to want to redo the apprentice kits thing? I know I lost Mousepaw but I'd like to get that plot back since I had so much fun with it before I left. It's ok if it's no.

[Kitty]

I'd welcome you back 8oo I haven't seen you in ages, and I miss talking to you. Losing your muse isn't such a bad thing; no need to apologize so many times, in my opinion. xD It happens to everyone sometimes. Don't feel so bad about it. 83